Lately, I have felt like I've been a step behind. I will concentrate on a couple of things and somehow everything else on my plate goes completely wrong. And, if I try to keep an eye on everything, I just end up going back to do things over again because they weren't quite right the first time around.

I wonder what it would take for me to pick up and move to Berlin? I was talking to M. last night about how my memories of Berlin are made up of certain people and places there. But, at the same time, I am not completely tied to those people and memories. For some reason, I believe it would be just as new, fun and exciting if I went there now and had some new experiences. I can dream, can't I?

There aren't enough hours in the day and I can't get my mind off of that. If I try harder, will things fall into place for me-a bit? I feel like I just need a break- either someone needs to cut me some slack or I need an actual break away from things so I can start again and see how far I can run with it all.

On another note, I started going to the gym about a month ago. No huge changes, but I can say that I am feeling a bit better, overall. More balanced? And, my clothes still fit. Haha! That's a real indicator. Really, I am feeling just a bit less self conscious...or perhaps just as self conscious and not as negative? Or, maybe it's because my clothes fit and I don't have to worry about shopping-spending money-worrying about spending money-etc. :-)

Still working out my plans for the next few months, that being travel for work and traveling home. I can't believe it's already June and I am planning my time up through October already. It's as if the summer is already gone and it just got here.